It's 00.02 and the following iMessage appears on my screen from Justin:
I'm sure you've seen
But Robin Williams
I really hope that this isn't what I think it is
I haven't seen
At this point, I know exactly what it is. My eyes begin to well up, not quite enough to form visible tears but enough to feel a weight amassing beneath my eyelids. And it dawns on me that this is the first in a terribly long time that I have not found out about a death via social media.